pretty shaken and shock by some stuff
i just read.. if you guys wondering,
is not joanne's blog..

jus somethings.

i love runnin, love to sprint.
like it, when i dump my heart into something.
even i know, i'm will be dizzy, lungs gonna hurt,
legs will be aching.
but as long as i put my heart into it..
i will finish it.

but wad i can't stand it, is
after i finish my part, i passed the baton to another person.
tat %$^ dropped it.. and gave up the race..

why give up? finish it man?..
and the reason u are givin is simply,
"since baton dropped, won't be able to win this event.
Just give up.. better store up wad "I" have then i go run at another event.
Got more chance of winning"

and wad i wan to tell tis someone is...
wad for give up?
u won't know the result until u finish.
some other team may dropped the baton later?
or they might be disqualify?
my pt here is not i'm super positive..
i'm being real..
all u doing now, is u afraid to lose..
and i can see it coming..
u will still lose even u go run at other event..
impt is the heart, not the skill..
and wad u really wan to win at the end of the race..

GLory? or the glorious promises...

vulgarity buildin really high here..
will be stoppin here
...
-cursed a lit-
...
...

okay, i think i just decided to snap out of it.
better be on my way to nexus.
better let my heart aches and burden for tat person
be given to the Lord.
so tat i can move on..

[p.s.] to wherevr he calls.. may it be here or dere.